So Sick

What am I going to do? He just got accident and I was worrying, thinking bad things. He got mad and don't even accept my sorry. I can't say anything else. I just leave. He won't need me. He is angry. I should just leave him alone but can't. I wanna cry. I can't. People here. What am I going to do? I can't even swallow my saliva. I feel pain inside my chest. What am I going to do? He won't let me in. He kicked me out. He doesn't need me. He should has told me something. But I made him angry instead. I just a burden. He won't cry to me in this kind of situation. He will be here when he is feeling happy.I'm no longer needed anymore. What am I going to do? Tell me something...anything...I wanna cry but can't here. I wanna scream..it's too hurt inside.
If he needs me he will text me. I'm just someone who passes through not for staying. I guess it's why he treats me like I'm not part of his life.
i don't know, he needs sometime alone. Not with me. He needs doctor. Not me. Not me. Not me.