I can't online beside of that problem, I also have problem with my modem provider. It reached over the time limit and I got no money so don't fill it. And now I'm kinda borrow my sister's money and I will pay her back tomorrow when I go out for you know shopping or doing something fun.
The thing I wanna talk about here is, finally I can use my old trousers again!!!!!!!! I never used this trousers actually, it was my mom's. I brought that trousers here and there but never really sued it. Because the shape of it really weird on me. It looks like high waist pants, not pencils shape, it kind of straight from tighs parts until down. I'm gonna show the picture later. I wanted to give this trousers to my sister. But she doesn't want that. So the pants keeps folded inside my wardrobe. Without noone touching it. My mom forgot she ever had it and doesn't even know it's exist.
When I used that pants before, I couldn't put the button inside the hole, I couldn't even zipped up the zipper. Damn! And the shape looks so uffff. But now although my ass and tighs still as big as before, but I think they're getting into the shape.So glad. This pants is perfectly coming in, buttoned on, and zipped up perfectly. So glad I could add this pants into my stuffs for working maybe in March.
Well I hope it's not just an illusion, because I'm doing fast and because I'm sick lately. I hope it's because my work out and my food management. I'm intended to arrange some food list if I go back to Jakarta. I really need to do it to keep my body in good shape and healthy. But before that, I have to lessen my weight bit by bit from now. At least if I come back into my old appetite, it will not disturbed my clothes too much. Okay in a first week after I got there, I have to eat some foods that I wanted. Start from food near my place, Kwetiaw goreng Mr. Gayus (upps), Ketoprak Bonasel, Nasi Padang (near Indomaret), Sate Kambing ( in front of Indomaret), etc. And for place out from mine, such as Bebek Kaleyo (Tebet), Rich Cheese Factory, Hoka Hoka Bento, and actually I never gone far in Jakarta so I got not much places to go there. I guessed that's enough for me. Gonna need a lot of money if I stay in Jakarta. But I have to go to shop in traditional market once in a week atleast. And going to do jogging every morning in weekend and holiday. So I will keep eat healthy food and keep my daily routine.
I hope it will come to reality. Gonna capture my picture with that pants and wearing my nice blazer. The blazer was cheap (less than Rp 150.000,-), my mom and I found that in one of clothes shop in my town, forget which one. But the blazer is totally smooth, well sewed, and fall perfectly in my body. So love it. When I bought that I wasn't sure it is good for me, because it is too formally looked. But now it's just going great with that pants. The color isn't brown actually it is like red but very dark.
By the way, I don't know why I feel weird about my hips shape. It doesn't look like other girls's hips. But mom said it's okay. Wide hip is good. But it looks square, you know under my belly button until the gaps between my tighs, ehmm. So it takes some space for my any pants. After all, whatever it is, I just wish to be healthy. I'm not a girl who is really aware about body weight or shape. But I want that some of clothes are fits in me. Because I'm not using same uniform everyday for this work in a year. So have to be clever to choose what's good in me and what's not.
For hijab, I did find already good style for me. It's Arabic style, I took from Nabila-bee's hijab style here .
It doesn't make me looks so chubby, because I don't have obvious cheeks bone. And I really look fine to use pashmina hijab. It could cover my hair well, not transparant, and pashmina always have good color and fabrics. So I just love it better than chiffon, paris, or other hijab fabrics. But actually I don't use 100% pashmina, I have two of them but it is thick, even if it's good. Here is the picture of my hijab style that I'm into.
Looks so pretty, isn't she? *wrong focus* I meant her hijab style?
For clothes, I think I will use jersey long skirt. Because I'm not ready for pants. Upper clothes maybe some batik shirts, which I will make the design bymyself (kind of random), and sew it to tailor here in my town. Although I lost my other 2 fabrics in a very bad tailor. Gonna black list them, huh!
I guess it's okay today, jsut doing some lazy stuffs, can't wait to have breaking my fast today...see ya
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